sometimes i fucking hate breathing
know it takes some time, can't fix this shit in just an evening
but damn i hate this feeling, just to wake up, need a reason
hate being so angry, damn i hate me, knuckles bleeding
lose my voice up on these tracks just so i can release it

and sometimes i feel happy, it's deceiving
'cause it don't take much time until i'm right back to depleting
damn i hate this hurt, i hate this earth, man y'all can keep it
'cause ain't no way i'll be happy alive with all these demons

i wanna take my fucking life
but even though this would be over, i can't make my family cry
don't what else i can do at this point except just ask "why?"
what the fuck did my ass do to deserve the shit in my life?

maybe i'm a piece of shit and i'm just lying to myself
i can't even love me, how i expect it from someone else?
they say money can't buy hapiness, so i don't want the wealth
i just wanna be fulfilled, i'm sick of feeling overwhelmed.

(hook)
don't know if i wanna die fast, or die slow
long as i die, i hate this life, that's all that i know
i just want my mind back, the one that i know
don't know myself, i need some help, i'm on a tightrope

don't know if i wanna die fast, or die slow
long as i die, i hate this life, that's all that i know
i just want my mind back, the one that i know
fuck this shit, i hate this shit, i'm on a tightrope